Lyrics & Music written by Carolyn Messina (c) 2017. Piano & Vocals by Carolyn Messina.

Recorded & Mixed by Gerry Griffin, The Temple of Tuneage.

Lyrics

Some days I can't hold back the tears.
Silent screams fill up the atmosphere.
Can't catch a break, can't catch my breath.
The fear is real, what's coming next?

You'd never know it from the outside.
I wanna run. I wanna hide.
Cause deep within I must confess
There lies a beautiful mess.

Call it doubt. Call it hate.
Is it guilt or is it shame?
There's regret. There is pain.
It keeps rising up again.
Insecure and alone.
Overwhelmed by the unknown.
Yeah I confess... I'm a beautiful mess.

Some days I feel so unworthy.
What I need is still a mystery.
I know it's out of my control.
I'm trying to heal to become whole.

But there's is doubt. There is hate.
There is guilt and there is shame?
There's regret. There is pain.
It keeps rising up again.
Insecure and alone.
Overwhelmed by the unknown.
Yeah I confess... I'm a beautiful mess.

I think I finally realized I'm my own worst enemy.
Make some roo  and make some noise for God's new masterpiece.

Let the LOVE defeat hate.
Let the anger dissipate.
Live in Hope. Live in Peace.
Leave behind the jealousy.
Even broken we're complete
We are God's own masterpiece.
yeah don't forget...

Let the LOVE defeat hate.
Let the anger dissipate.
Live in Hope. Live in Peace.
Leave behind the jealousy.
Even broken we're complete
We are God's own masterpiece.
yeah don't forget
We're all a beautiful mess.
Yeah a beautiful mess. 
We're all a beautiful mess.

(c) 2017 Carolyn Messina, All Rights Reserved